And I learned to celebrate as there is nothing to worship anymore. Guess the statement by Friedrich Nietzsche helped me a bit when he said – God is dead, well only symbolic because somehow God was never born – in the first place. How can God be dead? –
He also continued saying – „God is dead, therefore the man is free“ well which means God was a prison, bondage who did not somehow allow humanity to rise to its ultimate heights, as if he was reducing the whole of humanity into subhuman beings, sinners. So, is it not time to celebrate his death as I am free totally?
Well, after Yoga found me in 2017, and as I cannot stop dissolving into it few things are coming to the surface as clarity and one is to be against the so-called religions.
All the so-called religions have been destroying the innocence of people because they are the people who live life according to their light and are known as rebels, the one who follows no rules without their knowing, or experiencing it. They are the ones who live without any judgment, without any God, without any morality–just simple, innocent, flowing with nature, in a deep let-go. So whatever is spontaneous they do, whatever comes from their nature they follow, and when someone lives in the totality of the moment, there is no question of guilt, there is no situation like a no-win situation.
The ones who follow no blind rules are always victorious as to me it seems whatever they are doing or not doing, they have their dignity and total honor. I want to be that innocent being as it seems to me is the first step to being a Buddha. I have chosen to be the Zorba Buddha to make a shrine for the Buddha as without the foundation, the Buddha is like hanging in the air just like a balloon.
With the so-called Gods too, I feel I can worship them, but cannot be nourished by them unless my roots are deep into the earth. As far as I am knowing a little about Yoga, we have three dimensions in us – action, knowing, and feeling and we use one of those directions. As far as my journey is I have realized that a feeling comes first, becomes a thought, and becomes the act. The feeling becomes actualized in thought and thought gets actualized in the act.
The thought manifests as the word. The word manifests as the deed. The deed develops into habit. And the habit hardens into character. So watch the thought and its way with care. And let it spring from love, born out of concern – BUDDHA
The very word attainment is nonspiritual. It is part of your greed. The idea of attaining is very worldly. Whether anyone wants to attain prestige, power, wealth, or God or nirvana does not make any difference. The desire to attain is worldly; it is materialistic. The spiritual rebel drops this greed, when you drop, the very idea of becoming drops. You are that – Aham Brahmasi, God is within us this very moment – not something separate from us or life. But our greed allows the so-called religions and exploiters to create fear, to create a problem and goes on showing us ways to attain it. My whole effort, my whole work with Yoga, is to help me and you to see that we already have it. That there is no question of any attainment, no question of any future. Somehow we are taught and we follow blindly, never realizing we are blind, and thus the word „tomorrow“ comes, time comes, a future comes, which is nothing but a desire and we are taught to be somebody else other than ourselves – the impossible and thus misery. Becoming is a dream and we move away or are been taught to stay from being ourselves, being is truth, the rebel. Understanding that greed brings hell, the greed drops, indeed we never have to drop anything- we just need to understand, that understanding through feeling the feelings in every nerve of ours.
We cannot grow into the sky, we cannot touch the stars without deep roots in the earth. Firstly, we have to be very earthly, earthbound, then only will we start growing toward the stars.,
Without roots in the earth, we will be simply star gazer, we don’t grow towards stars. Therefore many talk and simply look at the God or Buddha, worship, and pray, but neither is worship going to help nor is prayer going to help. What is going to help is a real foundation, and that real foundation is to be without God, to be without scriptures, to be without rules, to be without the borrowed knowledge and voices of others deep down. Rebel is a free being, not a spiritually enslaved person….
People cannot accept themselves because they cannot accept others as they are. I have learned through and in Yogic living to never judge anyone in life. With the blessings of my Guru and teachers, I love all kinds of people; their uniqueness makes them more loveable and when we accept ourselves as we are, we can accept everyone as they are and so the question of guilt ever arises within which is foundation to love, oneself deeply, immensely.
Well, I am for religion but never again for the so-called religions as for me true religion can only be one, just like science, religions have made the whole earth a madhouse. Yoga is one, science is one, and the science of the inner should be one too, isn’t it? God is to be loved not to be feared but somehow the churches, mosques, synagogues, and temples only create fear because if people do not fear what will happen to their priesthood, their popes, their imams, their rabbis- well it is big business ganghood and these people are not going to easily allow the true religion to be born, the rebels to be born.
आ॒न॒न्देन॒ जाता॑नि॒ जीव॑न्ति ।
आ॒न॒न्दं प्रय॑न्त्य॒भिसंवि॑श॒न्तीति॑ । - Taittiriya Upanishad 3.6.1
From bliss this world has come – from joy it has come, by joy it is sustained and to joy it shall return.
So why not celebrate every moment – what is to be fearful about, what to worship with rules and orders and teachings passed to you by others? We can celebrate when something is not mechanically pursued but is loved from the heart, if we do not love, it will not come to us. Yoga sutra 1.21 says – tivra samveganam asannah